12/27/2010

To Whom It May Concern:

To Whom It May Concern:

Your insults don't hurt me anymore... I'm fat and I'm a bitch I get it...You were never a true friend anyway and you talking through people like that is childish...I'm done with your drama...I just wish I would have seen it sooner so I wouldn't have put 17 years into a friendship that was fake all those years anyway...All the things I have done for you...Helped you when no one else was there for you...took you to the hospital when you were dying...and the few times I had asked you to be there for me, you could never be there. There is no reason to air out the dirty laundry over the internet and I know you have done it numerous times about me on how lazy and fat and how I’m a bitch and at this point I can’t afford to care about what you have to say…You can waste your breath saying my name and everything that, in your eyes, may have happened. There are always two sides to every story so before everyone goes on believing you maybe they should hear what I have to say on some of the things that you have done. Will they still think of you as who you claim to be or will they go on believing the lies you have put out into the world about me? Either way I don’t care. They can think what they want. If you were truly the bestest friend I ever had you wouldn’t have treated me like you did for those 17 years or even in the end, for that matter. I am not perfect and I will be the first to admit that and I have done some things that I would love to take back. But I can’t…they are in the past and I wish they would just stay there. But they won’t stay there.

So, from here I am moving on with my life and doing my best to stay out of yours…Just like you want it…But it will be hard to let go of some of the ties that I have made with your family and until they come to me and tell me they don’t want me in their lives I will always wish them well and see how they are doing because that’s how I am. Now I do care about how your life is and how your daughter is doing…but then again I have always cared about you and her and both of your well beings. Never ever did I wish you ill! I have always wanted the best for you. I truly hope you get all you ever dream in life. And I hope you reach every goal you have set for yourself and for your family. Stay happy and healthy!

5/04/2010

100 Truths

100 Truths

Last beverage → Coffee
Last phone call → Amanda
Last instant message → Amanda
Last song you listened to → Break by: Three Days Grace
Last time you cried→ Yesterday

Last text message → My horoscope

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → yeah bad idea
Been cheated on → yuppers
Kissed someone & regretted it → Of course not
Lost someone special→ Uh huh! :-(
List Three Favorite Colors → Green, blue, purple

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love →Nope
Laughed until you cried → almost
Met someone that has changed your life?
No
Found out who your true friends were → yeah
Found out someone was talking about you → eh who cares
Have you kissed anyone this week? → Of course
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → i would say about 90% of them
How many kids do you want to have → I have one beautiful daughter but maybe later on in life trying for a boy...
Do you have any pets → Two (1 cat and 1 dog.)
Do you want to change your name → maybe my last name but I would have to get married for that one...(hint hint)! I've come to terms with my first name...it's still dull but it's what my parents named me...So I'll leave it be for now...

What did you do for your last birthday→ Hung out with my friends and Bob at the bar!
What time did you wake up today
9 am...
What were you doing @ midnight last night→ Either I was online or reading...
Name something you CANNOT wait for → The summer!!
Last time you saw your father → 6 months ago...

What's one thing you wish you could change → a few things
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yeah a few...
What's getting on your nerves right now → Someone who needs to just go far far away...
What's your real name →Shelley Marie Wilson
Nicknames → .:Bright Eyes:.(Bob gave me that one.)
Relationship Status → Happily Taken for 6 years!
Zodiac sign → Taurus
Elementary/primary School →Grandview Elementary

Middle/secondary School → Clarenceville Middle
Hair color → Strawberry Blonde
Long or short → Shoulder Length.
Are you health freak → Not really but try to eat healthy
What do you like about yourself → A lot!
Tattoos →Not yet...I have a Hummingbird Tattoo and an Iris Tattoo planned as soon as I get the money to do it...In Memory of My Grandma and my adopted Grandma who both died in October 2008...
Righty or Lefty →Lefty and damn proud!

FIRSTS :
First surgery →Nothing too serious but I had to get stitches when a dog bit right through my lip...
First piercing → Ears...I want to get my nose pierced sometime soon
First best friend → There are 3 Kassie Johnson, Amber Lapham, Amanda Baldwin

First sport you joined →Basketball in 5th grade

First pet → Dog
First vacation →To Tenneesee to see my Mom's dad in 1993 (I think)...he's not much of a Grandfather these days...that's the last time I seen him...and he's still alive...
First crush → Joshua Grover in Pre-school and Kindergarten

CURRENTLY :

Eating → Nothing...
Drinking → Coffee...
Wanting → Another change for the good...

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids
Have one and wanting one later on in life...
Want to get married
Of course

Careers in mindMassage Therapist

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger →Let me see...NO! Not that kind of girl...
Drank hard liquor → YUPPERS!
Lost glasses/contacts → No I have 20/20 no need for glasses or contacts
Ran away from home → I tried when I was little...didn't get to far...haha
Broken someone's heart → Yeah but he deserved it...
Been arrested → NOPE! It's kinda funny when some of the people you know have been...
Turned someone down → Yeah
Cried when someone died →Uh huh! Still cry for them...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → At times...
Miracles → Of course
Love at first sight →Not so much anymore. When I saw Bob I felt something for him...(it wasn't love)...Love came a little later...
Heaven
Yes!
Santa Claus → For my Daughter's sake yes!
Kiss on the first date → Sure
Angels → Yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No I got who I want to be with...
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time →No
Do you believe in God? → Yeah!

Posting this as 100 Truths
? →Yeah